To That Man Who'll Marry Sooner: Kholis Asy'ari
I
heard that you will get marry sooner, it might be next week, or two weeks
later, or month later. I do not know exactly and I don't give a shit of that.
Well,
I can't say another word but you should marry sooner because you are getting
older day by day. I am happy for that, yes I am. Really.
Over
five years, after you sent me away, we never meet again face to face till now. How
do you look like now? I can't imagine about that. Because your face in my mind getting
blurry. Sure.
Dear
you, I wished you didn't texted me week ago after five years you sent me away
and totally forgot about me. Why did you? Aah, I never expected you texted me
when I nearly into my arrival gate in forgetting you. As wiseman says, throw
away all the negative thought in your mind. So I think that is how God works in
order to strengthen my soul. Accepted!
If
only I had a chance, I wanna asked you, did your mission accomplished? What
mission? Mission in ruining my fight forgetting you? Mission in... Aaah, I
can't go on, I know you will be angry.. Be calm darling..
I
know you would be angry easily. I never be good in your mind. You always think
I am a bad person. In your state of mind, I am beast, I am bad, and the worst
person in the whole world. Judge me as long as you live, I really don't give a
shit about that. Feel free to judge me darla..
Negative
though that you sow in your mind about me will eat you alive. Be kind please
darla. You're so witty when you said that I will ruin your marriage plan. LOL.
Am I fucking crazy? I can't get it on my mind. I was laughing aloud when I read
your text about that.
So
now, by the time you read this, I just wanna say, walk away. I let you fly, fly
away.. You found your wing. Don’t worry about my forgiveness darla,
forgiving is liberating, so I have done with that. My best prayer goes on you.
XOXO
Y
M, February 29th, 2016
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